Rafael Barba face & outfit appreciation - Part 39
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Rafael glared at the pair, struting around the hall towards his office. Sonny lingered closely, whispering something in her ear, making her laugh. God. Rafael felt a growl rumble from his chest. Sunlight streamed diagonally from the windows, but her smile was brighter. It made his heart halt in his chest.
But he wasn’t the one causing it.
“Barba!” Carisi grinned, all toothy like he did when he was excited. “It’s good to see you looking like a civilian.” Sonny gestured to his outfit. A nice botton up shirt and slacks. He’d only decided to stop by his office to pick something up when (Y/N) said she was out of the hospital early. He would see her tonight anyway, but more time with her was a treat he couldn’t ignore. “You guys have a good time. Take care of the pretty lady, Counselor.” (Y/N) gave Sonny a hug. Too long for Rafael’s liking. “You’re a lucky man.” Sonny pat him on the shoulder and disappeared. (Y/N) watched him go with a smile that reached her eyes. Again, Rafael growled.
This caught her attention. “Woah. What was that?” She questioned, but he put his arm around her waist and pulled her in close. Still glaring, he kissed her quickly, looked over his shoulder at Carisi’s retreating figure, and walked the opposite direction.
“Raf? What’s going on?”(Y/N) was taken aback from his kiss, but allowed it. She cast a queer look between him and Sonny before realization dawned on her. “Tell me you’re not jealous of Sonny.”
“Nooo.” Rafael’s tone dripped with sarcasm. “What could I possibly be jealous of?”
“Ok. Good.” (Y/N) nestled close to Raf. The scent of spice, expense cologne, and Rafael calmed her. It was the smell of home. “So, I’m thinking we watch a show? Get some dinner?”
“Yes, mi vida. Whatever you want.” Just looking at her made his heart expand, and he kissed her once more.
….
“That was beautiful.” (Y/N) melted into his couch. Dinner made them full and sleepy. Her head leaned against his chest and they were watching some mind numbing TV. “Hey, do you want to see this show that Sonny recommended? He says it’s hilarious.” A pause. “You did it again!” She pushed off him. “You growled, Rafi.”
“I- I didn’t.” Rafael tried, but couldn’t lie. A blush rushed to his cheeks and warmed his face. For being a laywer, he was a terrible liar when it came to her. “Ok, yes! Fine! I did!”
“Rafi!”
“Yes, yes I lied earlier. I am jealous! Does that make you feel better?” Embarrassment colored his face and his tone. (Y/N) sat up to face him, but he couldn’t meet her eyes.
“Of Sonny?!”
“Yes! Ok! Yes!” Rafael finally looked into her big eyes and knew he was being unreasonable. But looking down at the person he treasured most, Raf groaned. He was acting like a love struck fool. “He’s- he’s more your type!” He spat out.
“Excuse me?”
“Yes! He’s taller and- and younger. You have more in common.” Rafael stood, needing to pace. “Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed it! We don’t watch the same TV, we don’t have the same hobbies.” Rafael kept listing. They didn’t like the same food. They didn’t like the same things. They were so different whereas her and Sonny could talk about anything and everything and, he confessed, he was often times confused as to what the conversation was about. “I feel… old. Inadequant.” Rafael confessed.There was probably a hole in the rug by now, and she was probably looking at him like a crazy person, but he didn’t care. It had been two years and he felt this way? Maybe they shouldn’t be together. Maybe she deserved to be with someone who didn’t overthink their relationhip. Maybe she deserved better. His work hours were terrible, his job was high stress, and dates were scattered, inconsistent, and rare.
“Are you done?” (Y/N) cocked a brow and rose to join him on the floor. She stood before him, stopping his pacing by taking his hands gingerly.
“What are we doing?” Rafael sighed.
“We’re dating, and we’re in love.” Pause. “Or, at least I thought we were.”
“I am.” Rafael’s voice was strong. “I love you, (Y/N). I’m sorry for getting jealous. There’s nothing going on between you and Carisi, rationally, I know that. But emotionally?” He sighed and she took him in her arms.
“I love you too, Rafael.” (Y/N) smiled that blazing smile that reached her eyes and made his heart glow. And he was causing it. That reassured him and he realized how foolish he was being. (Y/N) kissed him deeply and Rafael held her close. Speaking against his lips, she said, “You’re the best man I’ve ever met, Rafael. You’re handsome, intelligent, out of my league, and I love you insanely. I don’t want you to ever feel like you need to worry about where I am in this relationship. I’m here. With you.”
Rafael swallowed the lump in his throat. “How you love this jealous, old man will always escape me.” Rafael kissed her and then just held her. Enjoying the feel of her in his arms.
“Maybe that’s my type.”
He laughed.
“Walk, walk fashion Barba, work it move that tux crazy”
GOD I LOVE THE TUX!!! I wish we could get a good freeze frame of it but I have not yet been able too.
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Warnings: Sex. Light choking, Some cursing?
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